Shan’ann’s Three “I miss you’s” to Chris Watts

The words “I miss you” appear a total of four times in the 1960 pages of discovery. Three instances are from Shan’ann Watts. None are from Chris Watts.

The first instance is at 19:42 on July 10th, almost two weeks into Shan’ann’s trip away from home.

I miss you and I feel like you just want to work out and run.” [Discovery Documents, page 2085].

Watts’ response was that running helped him “clear his head”. It’s an interesting turn of phrase, as if he was saying indirectly to Shan’ann running helped him clear his thoughts and feelings about her. In a certain sense this was exactly what he was doing, though not in terms of jogging but “running to another woman” and allowing his thoughts and feelings to “run away”…

Even then Shan’ann didn’t buy his excuse, and told him so.

“I wish my husband wanted to talk to me.”

Early the next morning, at 05:02 Shan’ann called Watts and spoke to him for seven minutes. She called him again at 16:20 on the same day [July 11th] and they spoke for thirteen minutes. The next morning at 04:46 [in other before he went to work] Shan’ann made two unanswered calls to Watts. Half an hour later, presumably when he was ready to leave Watts called his wife back and they spoke for ten minutes [05:16-05:26]. Whatever they discussed, and whatever Watts said to her, unfortunately Shan’ann allowed the situation to slide. What could she really do or say from North Carolina, especially while he was at work [where Kessinger was]?

The second instance is on July 24th, approximately the 4th week of Shan’ann’s six week stint in North Carolina. At 18:02 she tells Watts:

“It’s not hard texting love you and miss you“.

In other words, she’s telling him – remind him – that he’s not missing her or not letting her know he’s missing her. Shan’ann’s actually onto something here, but unfortunately she’s tempted to believe he’s not saying these words because of Watts’ introversion, his “crushed-in” emotional world and his poor communication skills. We know in hindsight that this wasn’t the case as much as the fact that Watts wasn’t missing Shan’ann, in fact quite the opposite – he was enjoying his time away from her and [perhaps surprisingly for him] the kids too.

And so when Shan’ann told Watts on the 24th, hey, why aren’t you telling me you miss me, it’s not clear whether Watts told Shan’ann what she wanted to hear. Maybe he did and he removed these message. Maybe he didn’t tell her. Maybe he told her even though he didn’t want to. And maybe Shan’ann bringing it up as an issue [probably during their many phone calls] Watts started to realize:

I don’t miss you. I say I do but I don’t.I say one thing but feel very strongly another way. I say one thing and then I act another way with someone else…

And each deceit started to build up a cowardly but murderous resolve.

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The third instance, at least in the chronology of the discovery timeline, is from Kessinger, leaving a voicemail with Watts on July 25th at 16:35:

“I miss your face.”

At the time Watts was on the phone to Shan’ann. Immediately after ending his call with Shan’ann, Watts called Kessinger. After his conversation Watts Googled “sand dunes weather”, showing where his heart and mind was at [camping in the Sand Dunes National Park which they did on July 28th and 29th].

The final “miss you” in the discovery [Page 2114], and the third and final time Shan’ann is recorded saying these words was on the morning of August 12th, the day before her murder, and in the view of TCRS, the same day both children were murdered.

Miss you guys! Give them kisses for me.”

Watts said he would.

3 thoughts on “Shan’ann’s Three “I miss you’s” to Chris Watts

  1. Beginning in July Watts had checked out of the marriage and moved on with NK. A real tragedy that there wasn’t serious wealth in the Watts family: He would’ve divorced and begun a new chapter of his life. He could have seen the girls part time; he just didn’t want them within the context of marriage to Shannan.

    It makes me think of an aphorism in Karl Marx’s writings about the evils of capitalism: “Money spares me the trouble of committing crimes; thus I am deemed moral.”.

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  2. I agree . I think that if there was an easy way out he would have taken it . He may have missed seeing his kids everyday after awhile , but Shan’ann drove him so miserable he just couldn’t stand it any longer and knew he had to escape but couldn’t afford to do it so in his deluded mind figured if they all just disappear , I’m off scot free on my way to a happy life .

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  3. Sure, Watts wanted his new life.
    I don’t see how he thought he could get away scot free from
    murdering his beautiful family, not to mention live in total bliss with NK.
    His fantasies were short lived. His delusions have remained.

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